I hope you take the time to realize that illegal shit will only land you in prison, raven.
Yeah, believe me I've thought plenty how stupid it was. The real suck-ass part is it wasn't even for me or my greed. You know if I had messed up because it was something I wanted or I was making money or whatever I would feel completely different. But I went too far trying to help a so-called "friend" and I never once considered that I may get in trouble. Been like that my whole life - sacrificing myself for my friends and most of the time not even realizing that I was risking or giving anything up. That's what I really need to work on a bit of self-worth I guess.
STORY TIME: In 7th grade I was going to a catholic school and I had brought a bunch of blonde jokes I had printed. I was letting my friend Christina read them and somehow she got caught. When I found out and saw her crying and upset I didn't even think I just went to the principal and said they were mine. The Principal asked, 'So does that mean you are going to take the punishment?' Then all of a sudden it hit me - punishment had never entered my mind, I had just wanted to save her. Of course I said 'Yes' and I think I even got off with no punishment just for my honesty. Basically that's just one more instance of me not thinking. I call it my Jesus Christ complex - always wanting to save everyone else, regardless of what it costs me, never able to save myself.
Ok, that's more than enough truth for one day. You may return to flaming me now.
